It's been odd days. There are some things out of place right now and all that gloomy feeling is working on. I'm not such a sad person, actually very optimistic, but I just don't know how to deal with "normal" things in everyday life. Why is it so easy for ones and so hard for me? I really feel part of another planet. Some says "hey, you worry too much, take it less seriously" but I can't! Although, I always know a good answer to the other's problems just saying "relax a bit, everything is gonna be done and you'll feel better soon", and then: yes, they do feel better immediately! Why can't I say it to myself??? On the other hand, my life has been so good that I shouldn't complain about anything. Thank god that I've been blessed with such a caring friends and family. I love them all so much!
Anyway, I am really NOT in a mood to draw anything now. Just because I know that I can't do my best. Days ago, I get started my entry to that contest, as you know, but I am not sure if it will be done until the date. So, don't be surprised. Otherwise, I made (last week, I think) a quick cute drawing of a very known guy in my gallery, even though I decided not to post it soon.
Ah, yesterday, I watched Mamma Mia! on the big screen. Very nice movie, indeed. I couldn't resist to sing along. I love ABBA even more now.
=/ Yes, I know that feeling as well. Maybe is it just a personal feeling, after all ? The others may not live such an easy life, it might only be what they want to show to others... Anyway, handle one's everyday life is not an easy task, in my opinion. However that may be, I sincerely hope that you'll feel better soon !
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0.ò" I R French freek, so sorrie butt mah ingleesh iz owfull. –––– "Beau comme la rencontre fortuite sur une table de dissection d'une machine à coudre et d'un parapluie." Isidore Ducasse –––– ಠ_ರೃ Monocle.
hehe my ex was just like you, i always told her to take things less seriously and just enjoy the small things. Eventually i figured that if i can take her mind off the things she was worrying about then she'd be alot happier.
Basically just have fun and the little things fall away. I showed her how to ride motorbikes and she loved it. (High-speed can really get the adrenaline pumping)
Or do like she did and find someone who takes your mind off these things.
Actually, I don't think life is really easy, even for those who is happy all the time (and maybe it's a bit insane) but there is a common sense of everything that makes them take it easily. That's my problem, I am the exception to almost every situation and it feels very unsuitable. At the same time, I don't want to change myself and to be part of the group. It's just hard to escape from this sometimes. Thank you so much!
xD I guess I don't have this kind of common sense either. Since I'm not optimistical, it feels even harder. But oh, well, I guess I should just try to bear with it... Being part of a group isn't my cup of tea, anyway, I absolutely agree. It seems a little artificial to me... Are they really just taking life easily, or are they fooling theirselves with illusions ? I'm not really sure. And if life was really that easy, we wouldn't learn anything from it, I guess. ^^
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0.ò" I R French freek, so sorrie butt mah ingleesh iz owfull. –––– "Beau comme la rencontre fortuite sur une table de dissection d'une machine à coudre et d'un parapluie." Isidore Ducasse –––– ಠ_ರೃ Monocle.
I really enjoy small things. I am a person with simple tastes as well. I love to feel all the small happiness like appreciate a sunshine or anything by the nature. I also love spending my time with my friends just talking bullshits. There are so many examples to mention right here. Maybe I am wrong and this is not a good way to live, but I truly take my life day by day. You know, carpe diem! BUT, I have a weak side. It's the big emotions. Hate, love, wishes and that kind of stuff. I don't know how to handle it. And people around me have always treated it as a normal thing from daily life. I understand it as happens all the time to everyone, but for me, they are so difficult, I feel them so strongly. I have dwelt on this fact until lose my mind. It makes me so inconstant. I start wondering why why why... then, I stop it and don't feel anything else anymore. It's so good that I doubt it. So it starts again! It's like a circle.
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0.ò" I R French freek, so sorrie butt mah ingleesh iz owfull. –––– "Beau comme la rencontre fortuite sur une table de dissection d'une machine à coudre et d'un parapluie." Isidore Ducasse –––– ಠ_ರೃ Monocle.
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I hope so. I've a similiar problem and it isn't very easy to handle it.
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"Onen i-Estel Edain, ú-chebin estel anim"
However that may be, I sincerely hope that you'll feel better soon !
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0.ò" I R French freek, so sorrie butt mah ingleesh iz owfull.
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"Beau comme la rencontre fortuite sur une table de dissection d'une machine à coudre et d'un parapluie." Isidore Ducasse
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ಠ_ರೃ Monocle.
Basically just have fun and the little things fall away. I showed her how to ride motorbikes and she loved it. (High-speed can really get the adrenaline pumping)
Or do like she did and find someone who takes your mind off these things.
Take care, SB
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Thank you so much!
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"Onen i-Estel Edain, ú-chebin estel anim"
Being part of a group isn't my cup of tea, anyway, I absolutely agree. It seems a little artificial to me... Are they really just taking life easily, or are they fooling theirselves with illusions ? I'm not really sure.
And if life was really that easy, we wouldn't learn anything from it, I guess. ^^
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0.ò" I R French freek, so sorrie butt mah ingleesh iz owfull.
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"Beau comme la rencontre fortuite sur une table de dissection d'une machine à coudre et d'un parapluie." Isidore Ducasse
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ಠ_ರೃ Monocle.
I really enjoy small things. I am a person with simple tastes as well. I love to feel all the small happiness like appreciate a sunshine or anything by the nature. I also love spending my time with my friends just talking bullshits. There are so many examples to mention right here. Maybe I am wrong and this is not a good way to live, but I truly take my life day by day. You know, carpe diem!
BUT, I have a weak side. It's the big emotions. Hate, love, wishes and that kind of stuff. I don't know how to handle it. And people around me have always treated it as a normal thing from daily life. I understand it as happens all the time to everyone, but for me, they are so difficult, I feel them so strongly. I have dwelt on this fact until lose my mind. It makes me so inconstant. I start wondering why why why... then, I stop it and don't feel anything else anymore. It's so good that I doubt it. So it starts again!
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"Onen i-Estel Edain, ú-chebin estel anim"
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0.ò" I R French freek, so sorrie butt mah ingleesh iz owfull.
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"Beau comme la rencontre fortuite sur une table de dissection d'une machine à coudre et d'un parapluie." Isidore Ducasse
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ಠ_ರೃ Monocle.
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