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Thank you SOOOO MUCH for wonderful comments, favs and watches! You don't know how much it makes me happy! I may delay but I really try to answer everyone.
It means a lot! 
And sorry for my bad English... I haven't been practicing it too much lately 
I always think it's useless to post something here about my personal life, but I've seen so many things posted around the internet like "how many eggs I've eaten today", that it's not so bad. Actually, it's not a big deal either, I just want to speak out a bit since I've been "mute" nowadays due to some weird reasons. I couldn't care because people won't read it anyway...However, I've lost something about drawing lately, and why not, about myself too. It seems I have more blocks than everything else! I think I am too hard on myself forcing to find a quick solution for it, trying to put myself under the pressure that I should do a drawing...
I got better lately, though. It's just I am not sure about if what I am doing is what I really want to do. People are trying to convince me that I should do drawings professionally, but it feels wrong in a way. It involves so many things that I wanted to forget for good. But now... for the first time, I have the opportunity to choose if it will be my following road or not. Drawing is good... I actually can't believe that I became a drawer because I would never intend to be one a few years ago. I am still surprised how I've improved even doing less than it could have been done. I know they are always based on pictures and everything that I need to do is to follow the lines and shadows, but the last time I held a pencil, I tried to do something free hand and it worked!!! I was so proud of myself that time... now I can draw indeed! But still it didn't light the fire inside of me. Maybe I should calm down and find my deepest wishes... It's true that this year has been really hard for me in many ways, and it must be just a confused moment. But due to this, I am back to my very first years when I wanted to be a Geologist. Yes... very different. Very few people know that I always wanted to study it since my childhood. Actually, they probably think that it's just a small forgettable wish of mine, but it's a huge dream that I had to put down! I always loved everything about Earth and nature of stones, minerals, gems... but to do that, I'd have to move on from my actual city to another one very far, and my parents are not fond of this idea. =/ So I have to decide between my biggest dream (even knowing that I will have to study a lot!!!) and other option which is easier to do but for me it's difficult to accept. Hard decisions... I also have another problem that's bothering me for a while. A muscle of my right shoulder is severely sore and there are lot of remedies on my table right now. It's not very good... my brain is definitely working slow because of this. But I still intend to do something... I have three drawings waiting for me and I really want to make them come true. My idea is to do a turn with one of them, but let's see how it will develop in the future.Btw, will you be happy if a pirate drawing pop in here anytime? ^^
Did you ever hear about Diablo Swing Orchestra? They are a Swede band which mix jazz, tango, flamenco, samba, and other dancing rhythms with heavy metal and opera vocals. It sounds weird? Yes, but it's VERY cool! For those who are open minded and like music with a certain humor, take a chance on them. [link] The new album, Sing-along Songs for the Damned & Delirious, is amazing! I am happy that there are still bands with such a creativity like them. 
I am fed up with bands which just do more drama than music. Wow, many comments today... you are probably tired, if you are still reading, of course... but I was wondering these days... I am not a great fan of Twilight, even though I watched the brand new trailer and it looked cool. But I still think Rob Pattinson is not that beautiful... Girls, don't kill me! Please! But Jacob (Taylor Lautner) looks much more attractive for me. Anyway... a stupid comment! Forget about that! 
And the trailer of the MJ film is truly SAD! I still can't believe he was working so hard on it and didn't have a chance to do a very last show... sometimes life is nothing but unfair. =/
"Everything that's faced can be changed, and nothing can be changed until it's faced!" — James Baldwin
Quanto ao Crepusculo eu acho lindo o Peter que faz o Carslile (Esqueci como se escreve), Mais Ô médico lindo!!! *O*
Quanto ao MJ, realmente aquele trailer é muito triste, dá p/ ver todo o esforço dele...
Fazre oq... =\
nossa um comentário mó nada a ver agora, mas eu não gosto desse nome "crepusculo" huauhaa Ah nomezinho feio da porra. Preferiria que fosse Twilight mesmo em português huauha
*O*
Eu tbm não...
Na real nem do filme eu gosto, eu só acho o filme fofinho e os atores bonitos, mais oq mais compensa no filme é a trilha sonora instrumental *O*
Na real, eu achei o primeiro meio "sessão da tarde" sabe... mas talvez o proximo seja menos.
E realmente a trilha é muito boa. Eu geralmente gosto mais das trilhas do que dos filmes que assisto
Eu fui ver 2 vezes por causa do médico e do edward e por causa da trilha sonora, lembra que tu me ajudou a achar??
Fiquei encantada com as músicas.
O diretor de Lua Nova é uma bosta, quem sabe esse seja o primeiro trabalho dele que preste...
Vampiros mesmo são os de Anne Rice...
Vampiro foda do é Stephen King huahuahua ele é mestre!
I have been quiet but not forgotten about you, just in the middle of moving right now and still hope that the time soon will come where I can sit down and right you a huge note
Take care and you know where to find me if you need a listening ear
So, finally you are moving! Hope everything is going ok with it. Sometimes a moving changes more than our house but something inside of us too.
I am prepared to read it!
Thank you dear! You are so kind with me even being so far
I hope your shoulder gets better
Hugs, Lenka